Spiritual Orphan
I keep going back to this in my mind. Does God truly understand my working on the Sabbath? I know that He does not hold grudges, and He knows my needs, thoughts, wants etc. It has been ages since I�ve been to church. I constantly feel an internal "tug". I�d like to be so bold as to say it�s The Holy Spirit, ministering to my Spirit. I know what�s right. I need to trust God. In my words and my deeds; otherwise I�m a hypocrite.
*sigh*
I am conflicted.