I got accused of something I didn�t do.
I got called out my name by someone I love(d) and respect(ed).
I resisted all temptation to mail back a capital letter �F�, to her initial email.
Instead, I composed a somewhat calm, mature, reply.
Why? when I managed to behave like an adult (I took responsibility and I resisted the urge to act like a cash fool),
�do I only want to *rage*, *curse* and *thrash* about like a heathen?
Inner voice: �Because� �you loved her, you trusted her and you allowed her to occupy a special place in your heart. She in turn hurt you, she accused you, she offended you. She put you on the defensive to say the very least.�
She pushed my hot button in so far, that she broke it.
That�s why I�m so angry I could literally destroy something with my bare hands.
I won�t though.
I�m writing in an effort to release this.
I prayed on it, in all honesty I�m still hurting.
*sigh*
I can't help but think to myself, that this is NOT what family does to one another.
Is it?